Tuesday, December 15, 2009

18 UP 2009

Before this I did not wanna sign up for 18 UP due to various reasons.Somehow,I never even thought of looking at the form, I just dump it in my room.Later on,many were saying that this is a camp to die for.Just being scarcism.....Well,it took me days and days to think of going to the camp.I made my mind and I email CQ my info for the camp.This year's theme is WWF (Wrestling With God). I kinda felt that it would be a very spiritual camp,and things will get personal.

Got up early and went and pick up Sarah. Then,we headed to Eric's house because Aunty Cindy will be dropping us at Trinity PJ.However,we reached there quite early so we went to makan while waiting.We were told to leave by 8:30am but we only left at 9 plus.Malaysian timing,that's why.The journey was fine until we were the foot of Camerons.I tell you,the road was awfully narrow and windy.The driver were like swaying the van to the left and right.He drove quite fast too.Crazy driver...I felt like puking but I did not.I felt so sick until I cant even reply to what Taryn was saying.Sarah is car sick tooooooo~~~~ Don't remind me of that.We stop at Tanah Rata for lunch,but I did not eat anything.Just dont feel like eating,but the others were enjoying their lunch. I rather not eat or else......Later then,we tracked back down to Habu and we finally reached Highland Lakeview.At first we thought of it as a resort,but when we reached we like ''huh? This is it? We are staying here?'' It doesnt look like a campsite at all,well I will continue ranting about it later.We registered and went to check out our dorm.Taryn was assigned to a different dorm,Sarah and I were at the same place. But,we wanna sleep togather so we bug Aunty Kim Guat about it. I guess at the point she must have find us annoying.Well,at the end we slept togather.Something more shocking later came about,the toilet looks like a DUNGEON TOILET.I felt like a prisoner staying in there,but the bed is big and comfy.We were all ranthing about it and we wanna go home,but a few days later we were alright with it.We got used to it after all.Session starts when everyone arrived.

All the sessions were well prepared,Rev. Pastor David Loo was in charge of the morning session and Annette for the night session.The sessions were mostly implied deeply in them,they shared about their personal experience and I found it meaningful.We studied the character of MOSES,NAOMI and JACOB.We did a lot on others too.Our sessions were not all in the campsite but also outdoor.The thing that I never forgot is we hike 8KM. No joke I tell you. It was fun,and I learned a lot during the hike up. I was quite far ahead from Sarah,Taryn and Eric. I did a lot reflection and discovery when I was alone up front.The hike semm impossible but we all make it to the top.Yahooooo!!!!!!! Although then,we were all hungry and half dead. But, the cool breeze we just hitting on us,so it was quite comfortable.Then,we were supposed to do some reflection on our hike up regarding our life journey.Another session that we had to do outdoor,was the MIRRORING OUR BROKENESS. That was a boom to me,and I felt the impact the I felt different while doint it.We have to walk talk picture of something that reflected our brokeness.My group have to hike up until the Gospel center and then walk down tht scary looking stairs.Everything about the activity was great and worth a lot to me.Later on,we have to share on our brokeness.After everything has ended,we still had time so went and have pancake.James really knows a lot of place in Cameron,so he took us to this shop to it. The pancake was awesome,although I felt sorry for the owner.The husband and wife cant talk so they prepare paper and pen for us to order and also communicate.Seeing them puts smile on all our faces.They were very humble and joyful all the time.We headed back to the campsite after that.
I felt bless by the amount of food that we had at camp.But,mostly everything has chili padi.Even in the egg they put chili padi it in.This reminds me that Taryn is called 'KENG FAN PO' , Sarah is ''WAI SEK PO'' and they named it ''SIU SEK PO'' and then ''TAI SENG PO'' hahahahaha.......

There are too many things for me to type,and my fingers are kiling me right now.Im half eating and typing at the moment.Oh, not to forget I love the Amazing Race that we played.It was superbly awesome.All togather there are 7 stations and all 7 stations bring different meaning and are made out of different age group.From the youngest to oldest.Its like testing our abilities based on the age group.Im not done typing but I guest this is all I can say.Lastly,I miss everyone so much and 18 UP was a BLAST!!!!!!!!!


~The PILGRIMS~

Monday, December 7, 2009

Mess up...

Many things happen this week,and this doesn't only matters me but also my friend. I feel bad for her and how I wish I can scold the effing idiot that causes her that pain.If he's in front of me at the moment,I would scold the hell out of him for mistreating my friend....It's not worth it for a guy like tht women. You are still young,don't think so much anymore about it. Don't cry for a guy like that. Don't waste your tear on him.This is part of the thing that happen this week.Another thing is that, my girlfriend came and told me something.At first,I thought that it was a no big deal thing. But,as she poured out I felt weird and somehoe it has something to do with me.I didn't ask her because I want her to be honest and tell me herself without me asking. Why does things have to turn out this way?It should be ok for me but I don't feel alright at all.Somehow,at that moment when she told me, I CAN'T BREATH!!! I feel like screaming at her but I didn't. I couldn't.......Who am I to scream at her? I no longer am his....

18 UP is tomorrow and just not in the camp mood......Anyway,I gotta go and pack now.

Sunday, November 29, 2009

Love of Iris

Those two eyes that just flittered by
I couldn't look at that time
I was just looking at those lips
I couldnt hear a thing
If we were to be in another place
At another time and fall in love
Would we be happy?
Will the happiness last?
I falter just by looking at you
I cant hate or forget about you
I cant seem to do anything else but to love you
While my heart can rest for a day
Will I forget you during that time?
The more I love you the more it hurts the both of us
Why does my heart only wants you?
******************
By : Shin Seung Hoon - LOVE OF IRIS



Official LAST post!!

It's been a week since we last talk.I think you are adjusting yourself well enough in this situation. Although at first it was quite uneasy,I felt like something is missing but now as the time flies it no longer effect me that much. Maybe because of my busy schedule.... Moving on and leaving down the pass isnt something that is easy to do. Saying it is easy,but doing it is tougher that I thought. I always advise my friends to move on,but now when it comes to me I felt heavy to move on.This is the best for the both of us after all.You and I need to move on and stop thinking so much about it.This is going to be the last post about you in my blog.I hope that things goes well for you. =)

Thursday, November 26, 2009

BIG BANG shooting their latest LG CYON









Somehow only GD,Taeyang and Seungri is in it.
What happen to T.O.P and Dae-Sung?
Maybe they are too busy
with their current schedule....
Hmm,this makes me crave for LG CYON
EVEN MORE~~~
yummylicious baby!!!!!










Sunday, November 22, 2009

Choose one....

I felt that things just get more and more complicated as the days goes by.I no longer know what do I want for anymore.Words just can't describe my entire feeling that is locked within me. Don't wanna talk about something that won't happen.I will just lock all our so called sweet memories within me and throw away the key so I can't unlock it. It will forever stay in me.


*Just finish watching Mnet Asian Music Awards....just love taeyang and GD's performance.
Can't help but to melt.Super cool wei the both of em!!!! Congrats to 2ne1 for winning
so many types of awards and i love their sketch.....hahaha nice.I wanna watch
2012 and new moon.......... O.O

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

If by Max Choi...

If I were to go
I want to get close to you
I don't have the courage to do so
If you were to leave
I don't know how to send you away
Im only a fool because I can only
Watch you from far.
Every move that you made
You were a step further from me
Just like a fool that I can't say that
I LOVE YOU
because....
I'm afraid of those 3 letter words.
If we meet up again
It won't be as easy anymore.
You will be in pain and be sad
Thinking of the pass.
But,If you were to come near to me
What would I do?
I would held you in my arms and
would never let you go
Because im a fool.
I only can look at you from a distance.
It's all my fault and because im worst than a fool.
I don't want to hurt you anymore because
I LOVE YOU more and more.....
I really like your composition..
~ Jjang~
 
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