Sometimes I wonder what happens if I.....

I knew that it won't be something that I would look forward to. The day has come and it's time to face the fact and truth. Thank GOD that he's good to me all the time,especially in this crazy moment in my life. Without GOD's grace and strength I dont think that I could be able to withstand the stress and also other chaos in my life.

We are extremely close these days. He has been a very comforting and warm person to me these pass weeks. At times I'm down...depressed,bt he was there all them time. Thank you!!

Nowadays,instead of mixing around like how I used to I prefer to be alone and not mix so much. Am I in the process of changing? Have I change to be someone that is not me at all? Somehow, this is affecting my emotions and attitude towards things especially to people around me. Sorry dearries if I have done or say something that have affected anyone of you. I will control my speech and actions,or maybe I should just shut up.