18 UP 2009

Before this I did not wanna sign up for 18 UP due to various reasons.Somehow,I never even thought of looking at the form, I just dump it in my room.Later on,many were saying that this is a camp to die for.Just being scarcism.....Well,it took me days and days to think of going to the camp.I made my mind and I email CQ my info for the camp.This year's theme is WWF (Wrestling With God). I kinda felt that it would be a very spiritual camp,and things will get personal.

Got up early and went and pick up Sarah. Then,we headed to Eric's house because Aunty Cindy will be dropping us at Trinity PJ.However,we reached there quite early so we went to makan while waiting.We were told to leave by 8:30am but we only left at 9 plus.Malaysian timing,that's why.The journey was fine until we were the foot of Camerons.I tell you,the road was awfully narrow and windy.The driver were like swaying the van to the left and right.He drove quite fast too.Crazy driver...I felt like puking but I did not.I felt so sick until I cant even reply to what Taryn was saying.Sarah is car sick tooooooo~~~~ Don't remind me of that.We stop at Tanah Rata for lunch,but I did not eat anything.Just dont feel like eating,but the others were enjoying their lunch. I rather not eat or else......Later then,we tracked back down to Habu and we finally reached Highland Lakeview.At first we thought of it as a resort,but when we reached we like ''huh? This is it? We are staying here?'' It doesnt look like a campsite at all,well I will continue ranting about it later.We registered and went to check out our dorm.Taryn was assigned to a different dorm,Sarah and I were at the same place. But,we wanna sleep togather so we bug Aunty Kim Guat about it. I guess at the point she must have find us annoying.Well,at the end we slept togather.Something more shocking later came about,the toilet looks like a DUNGEON TOILET.I felt like a prisoner staying in there,but the bed is big and comfy.We were all ranthing about it and we wanna go home,but a few days later we were alright with it.We got used to it after all.Session starts when everyone arrived.

All the sessions were well prepared,Rev. Pastor David Loo was in charge of the morning session and Annette for the night session.The sessions were mostly implied deeply in them,they shared about their personal experience and I found it meaningful.We studied the character of MOSES,NAOMI and JACOB.We did a lot on others too.Our sessions were not all in the campsite but also outdoor.The thing that I never forgot is we hike 8KM. No joke I tell you. It was fun,and I learned a lot during the hike up. I was quite far ahead from Sarah,Taryn and Eric. I did a lot reflection and discovery when I was alone up front.The hike semm impossible but we all make it to the top.Yahooooo!!!!!!! Although then,we were all hungry and half dead. But, the cool breeze we just hitting on us,so it was quite comfortable.Then,we were supposed to do some reflection on our hike up regarding our life journey.Another session that we had to do outdoor,was the MIRRORING OUR BROKENESS. That was a boom to me,and I felt the impact the I felt different while doint it.We have to walk talk picture of something that reflected our brokeness.My group have to hike up until the Gospel center and then walk down tht scary looking stairs.Everything about the activity was great and worth a lot to me.Later on,we have to share on our brokeness.After everything has ended,we still had time so went and have pancake.James really knows a lot of place in Cameron,so he took us to this shop to it. The pancake was awesome,although I felt sorry for the owner.The husband and wife cant talk so they prepare paper and pen for us to order and also communicate.Seeing them puts smile on all our faces.They were very humble and joyful all the time.We headed back to the campsite after that.

I felt bless by the amount of food that we had at camp.But,mostly everything has chili padi.Even in the egg they put chili padi it in.This reminds me that Taryn is called 'KENG FAN PO' , Sarah is ''WAI SEK PO'' and they named it ''SIU SEK PO'' and then ''TAI SENG PO'' hahahahaha.......

There are too many things for me to type,and my fingers are kiling me right now.Im half eating and typing at the moment.Oh, not to forget I love the Amazing Race that we played.It was superbly awesome.All togather there are 7 stations and all 7 stations bring different meaning and are made out of different age group.From the youngest to oldest.Its like testing our abilities based on the age group.Im not done typing but I guest this is all I can say.Lastly,I miss everyone so much and 18 UP was a BLAST!!!!!!!!!

~The PILGRIMS~

Mess up...

Many things happen this week,and this doesn't only matters me but also my friend. I feel bad for her and how I wish I can scold the effing idiot that causes her that pain.If he's in front of me at the moment,I would scold the hell out of him for mistreating my friend....It's not worth it for a guy like tht women. You are still young,don't think so much anymore about it. Don't cry for a guy like that. Don't waste your tear on him.This is part of the thing that happen this week.Another thing is that, my girlfriend came and told me something.At first,I thought that it was a no big deal thing. But,as she poured out I felt weird and somehoe it has something to do with me.I didn't ask her because I want her to be honest and tell me herself without me asking. Why does things have to turn out this way?It should be ok for me but I don't feel alright at all.Somehow,at that moment when she told me, I CAN'T BREATH!!! I feel like screaming at her but I didn't. I couldn't.......Who am I to scream at her? I no longer am his....

18 UP is tomorrow and just not in the camp mood......Anyway,I gotta go and pack now.

Love of Iris

Those two eyes that just flittered by

I couldn't look at that time

I was just looking at those lips

I couldnt hear a thing

If we were to be in another place

At another time and fall in love

Would we be happy?

Will the happiness last?

I falter just by looking at you

I cant hate or forget about you

I cant seem to do anything else but to love you

While my heart can rest for a day

Will I forget you during that time?

The more I love you the more it hurts the both of us

Why does my heart only wants you?

******************

By : Shin Seung Hoon - LOVE OF IRIS

Official LAST post!!

It's been a week since we last talk.I think you are adjusting yourself well enough in this situation. Although at first it was quite uneasy,I felt like something is missing but now as the time flies it no longer effect me that much. Maybe because of my busy schedule.... Moving on and leaving down the pass isnt something that is easy to do. Saying it is easy,but doing it is tougher that I thought. I always advise my friends to move on,but now when it comes to me I felt heavy to move on.This is the best for the both of us after all.You and I need to move on and stop thinking so much about it.This is going to be the last post about you in my blog.I hope that things goes well for you. =)

BIG BANG shooting their latest LG CYON

Somehow only GD,Taeyang and Seungri is in it.

What happen to T.O.P and Dae-Sung?

Maybe they are too busy

with their current schedule....

Hmm,this makes me crave for LG CYON

EVEN MORE~~~

yummylicious baby!!!!!

Choose one....

I felt that things just get more and more complicated as the days goes by.I no longer know what do I want for anymore.Words just can't describe my entire feeling that is locked within me. Don't wanna talk about something that won't happen.I will just lock all our so called sweet memories within me and throw away the key so I can't unlock it. It will forever stay in me.


*Just finish watching Mnet Asian Music Awards....just love taeyang and GD's performance.
Can't help but to melt.Super cool wei the both of em!!!! Congrats to 2ne1 for winning
so many types of awards and i love their sketch.....hahaha nice.I wanna watch
2012 and new moon.......... O.O

If by Max Choi...

If I were to go

I want to get close to you

I don't have the courage to do so

If you were to leave

I don't know how to send you away

Im only a fool because I can only

Watch you from far.

Every move that you made

You were a step further from me

Just like a fool that I can't say that

I LOVE YOU

because....

I'm afraid of those 3 letter words.

If we meet up again

It won't be as easy anymore.

You will be in pain and be sad

Thinking of the pass.

But,If you were to come near to me

What would I do?

I would held you in my arms and

would never let you go

Because im a fool.

I only can look at you from a distance.

It's all my fault and because im worst than a fool.

I don't want to hurt you anymore because

I LOVE YOU more and more.....

I really like your composition..

~ Jjang~

저 는 무엇이 문제인가?.........사랑해요!!!!!!

Nowadays,I have been thinking about lots of things

All that you have been saying to me for these pass months.

My feelings towards him somehow has faded

Maybe Im giving up on him already.

Am I?

That excitement is not there somehow...

(sigh)

Am I really totally over him or Im not over him yet?

But one thing I wanna admit is that

Im moved by what you have done to me.

It's impossible for not to be moved.

I shouldn't be like this at the first place.

But,I can't help it anymore..........

Total messed up.......

Don't act like you know me that well

In fact, you don't know anything about me at all

So, stop that crap of yours saying that you know me well

Don't say things that doesn't make any sense,cause it creeps me.

I know you care about me up to that extant that you can do anything

But,there is always a limit ok?

~~~~~~~~~~~~

How can I make you understand?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Things are no longer the same like it used to.

U and I have to move on.......

Im trying,and i hope that you will too....

I know it's hard,but you have to try.

I only have one hope on you now,

Is that I hope to see you take this step and move forward,

I want you to live a happy life,

Not a life that it's meaningless.

STOP BEING SO FOOLISH!!!

~~~~~~~~~~~~

I remembered you once told me

that loving someone is a very sweet thing.

No words can describe how that feeling is....

Remember once you said that,

seeing that person you love smile,is that best feeling ever.

You would do anything to make me smile.

I still remember this freshly within me.

Every word you said,is still clear in me.

I find it very true....

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I wanna smile again for you

But,somehow its painful.

I dont want to be in pain anymore.

Its something that I wanna avoid doing.

Will you make me smile again?

In fact, I wanna see you smile again.

Be that person that I know for 3 years.

I prefer the old you a lot more.....

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

D-I-L-E-M-M-A

Thanks for coming all the way from Korea just to celebrate my birthday.You really don't need to,but thanks anyway for all the wonderful things that you have done for me. All I can do now is just to tell you how fortunate I am to have you as a friend.Somehow, I know that this won't make you feel better but this is all I can do.Sorry,sorry and sorry again.....for hurting you all the time.Those words that I told you were words from trully from my heart.

~I only L.O.V.E him~

SORRY...

*missing u*

''Before I sleep and after I wake up and all the hours in between,

you occupy my mind. Practically,every moment in my day,

you are in my thought. I MISS YOU.''

''I did three things today. miss u,miss u and miss u!!''

''When I miss you ,I don't have to go far.....

I just need to look in my heart,

that's where I will find you.''

''I heard someone calling your name...

When I turn around to see who it was,you weren't there.

I realised that it was my heart telling me that I miss you.''

''When you are not here,something's missing....

my smile....''

No words could express how I felt about it.......

This year's birthday is really the best among all

No because there's now number '2' in front of my age

But because there were so many unexpected and suprises

''PHEW''

He came last night with E and J.

Well,I did not expect to see him though......

He was cool as usual as he is..

When he left,he gave me a .......(dont wanna be specific with it)

& wish me again...

Then when everything ended,I went online cz

I received a sms from him asking me to go online.....

We chat online and he told me tht he is doing great in Korea.....

We talked and talked and talked for hours....

Then when we wanna end our conversation,

He showed me an airplane ticket...

It was a 2 way flight ticket to Malaysia....

He's coming back on Monday which is so soon....

I'm so not ready to meet him.

WHAT AM I GONNA TO DO?

~~ THANK YOU ~~ KAMSAHAMIDA ~~

Wanna specially shout out to

~Sarah,Taryn,Eric,Ivan,Bryan & Jonathan~

Thank you for the advance birthday celebration.

Although most of you were like dead tired

and have exam on the next day......

You guys still came.

Thank you peeps =)

Heard that you and E

went and survey the place .

Also,that you wanted to come

but due to transport and

for being so far away

you cant make it.

y.o.u

Of all the mooncake celebration,somehow i felt that this year was the best of all. There were so many people that came on tht night,and my house is like pasar malam. But it was fun to have my relatives and also my friends from church,i mean the monkeys to come over that day. Although they did not play any lanterns or eat any mooncake,but they dig in in the steamboat and bbq. Sorry hahaha if you guys were hungry.....lol!!!!!! Well,I was very happy that i felt like im on clouds because he was here.He was supposed to go out with his friends,but he didnt and he came to my house instead. At first, I thought that he wont really just go with his friends and wont give a damn on coming to my house,but he came instead.

''I COOK RAMEN FOR HIM!!!!!!!!"

sorry,but i couldnt help it but to type this out....

=)

Another funny thing was that he left his bag in Eric's car

and when he send him home,he didnt take his bag with him..

He forgotten that he left his bag in his car...

BLUR right? But i find it adorable...lol!!!

I did not realize that it was his bag, until Eric reached my house.

I was like,eh Eric is this your bag?

Eric was like 'NOPE. its his!!!''

So,hahahahah i took down his bag....

Somehow I feel stupid doing this...hahaha

And i really treated it like something real precious

and I even scolded Eric for putting the bag on the floor.

SORRY ERIC!!!!!!! You wont be angry rite? =)

lol...He didnt even realize that his bag wasnt with him....cute right?

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I had fun because of you.

You really made my day,

My best mooncake festival ever.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Suspicious~~~~Mysterious~~~~Counfusion~~~

What do I see in our future?

Do you wanna be like this like what we are now?

It's just I really want you back.....

How I wish that things were the same as last time

Until now,all I want is you

Im really heartily sorry for how I have mistreated you last time

If I could reverse the time

I would and I will just stop it there

The time where only happiness exist between us.

I would really cherish and I will not hurt you at all...

this has been haunting me

ever since you told me about this...

I really dont knw wat should I say

cause im unsure myself...

Top of my world~~

Ever since that day,you are still at the top of my world!!!

After your long break,finally you are back to college....

Can't bearly imagine things tht will happen wen u r with her..

XOXO....

you made my day~~~

I don't how to react towards you anymore.Its not your fault,but it's mine.Sorry for being such a stranger to you......I hope you understand.Recently,many things happen and I was really shock that you know about it. At first I really din knw how you know,but now I know.Funny isnt it? Thanks for the call yesterday.....at that point of time, i really need something like that. Thank u for always being there when i needed someone. Somehow, u always call at the right time....idk y!!! Im glad that everything has been well for you,im really happy for you and im looking forward towards u settling in UK.thx fren for all the thing tht you did yesterday.....you really shocked me....you remember huh? what i told you before? I wish i was there that i can walk on tht path tooooooooo....y did u tempt me? Well,hmmmmm dont worry about me k? I will be fine,promise! =)

p/s : I knw u will sure read this......lol,stalker!!!!

~will u walk this journey with me?~

caught in the middle.......

~ I want to but I can't..
~ I tried but I failed..
~ I thought that it was an easy thing to do,but....
~ I kept on telling myself that it's not good for me...
~ I really don't want to suffer this pain in me anymore...
~ I felt that im just totally crushed in and out....
~ I wanna put a stop to this...

Because I don't wanna think about you anymore.

All I want to say is..........

~I know that im mean to you.......

~I did not even talk to you even though

everything has been settled.

~I found out it is harder that I thought.......

~Im sorry if I made you feel bad,

I just couldn't help it...

~Time is all I need, hopefully

we can be as close

as we used to be,

although now it does not seem possible to me.

I have not been feeling very well recently. Many friends asked me am i alright? Well,I might seem alright,but deeply within im totally smashed up. Im in a messed right now,I cant entangled my own knots........

Finally....

11 Sept 09 will always be the day I cherish and remember the most...

Firstly, it was of course for being ALICIA'S birthday!!!!

&

It was the day the I reveal the truth to him.....

I did not even ever think that I would be that brave to do such a thing

But I did it.....It's not easy,but I have to at least give it a shot.

I know the answer the it very long ago...but I just wanna tell him coz it would be better for me.

I feel crazy doing it though,really really damn crazy!!!!

The truth really hurts me deeply,and that's for sure........

Everything went out smoothly thanks to him...

He's really mature in this sort of stuff and somehow he manage to tell me off in a nice way.

It really hurts but there's nothing that can be done at that point of time.

I really don't want it to affect our friendship,it's not worth it though....

We were schoolmates and now churchmates...

It won't affect him but Im not sure for myself....

I dont know how long will I take to get over this.....

Truth really hurts.......how I wish that things werent like this for u and i...

Thanks for listening and comforting me...

U were indeed great..

I thought I would cry...

I didnt,cz of how your words touches me...

Just give me time,and I promise that things will go back to normal.

Special thx to ~T~,~S~,~E~&~A~ !!!!!

without ur support im totally lost

&

I think I will go crazy!!!

XOXO.......

'' you deserve a better person than me,

don't waste ur time and tears on me

....it's not worth it!!!

I'm just a very simple person, u will

definitely get a way better person

.......im sorry......''

The truth really hurts,hw I wish i never knew the truth at all. I bet i would be better. Yesterday was indeed a crazy,insane day for me. Come to this point, I really dont knw wat to do anymore.

p/s : I LOVE U

Untitled?......

Yesterday was a blast of fun and but it was also a day where i hurt most due to many reasons. Had a lot of fun at the party. Somehow time flies fast when you are having fun and especially when he was there with me. But i have no idea why I was so sensitive about what someone said,and then i went emoing throughout the whole party. They may think that it just a minor thing,but to me it really did hurt me a lot. I was kinda sad when i heard bout it,and i tried to just move away from the place,so I went back to the house instead. I just feel like going away......Well, i guess this wont happen again coz we wont be meeting that often any more. Not as often as this few days. Come to think of it, i prefer to meet him more often.......BUT, I CANT!
I drank quite a lot yesterday,I just wanna get over the sadness and just forget about it. But, i cant!!!!!!! I think that I have fallen for him.I kinda just really really confused,but being with him makes me feel so warm and comfortable.These few days i have been thinking a lot about it,although the moments that we had werent long but thinking about it makes me happy and somehow i just go smilling and laughing to myself. How i just wish that time will just stop there...........I think that I have really FALLEN for him!

pictures & pictures....

~taken in Youth Camp and also in Aini's house~

Memories~~~~~

Its been awhile since i update my blog. Somehow, i don't knw wat to write and these pass weeks many many things happen. Good and bad i supposed! Youth camp was a success and it was indeed really fun for the campers and challenging for the committee members to make this camp a success. Well, he left again and this time i think tht he really really will not be coming back anymore. My feelings tell me tht i will be able to let him go,but there's this inner voice in me that cant let go of him yet. Maybe,time is my cure. Im really not sure with my feelings anymore. Just dont wanna think bout it. Even my frenz told me that i should not think about it, but seriously its hard not to think about it. Is it possible for me to fall for another person at this moment? hmmmm....is it my feelings or because others are talking and teasing about it,tht causes me falling for him? owh...this so confusing and i dont even knw wat im talking and typing about.But, I really really wanna thank Taryn and Sarah and the others for being there and comforting me when i need a shoulder to lay on. =)


~somehow, this picture reminds me of what you did for me~

GOD is indeed with us all the time.

Today was indeed a very spiritual day for me especially when I worship lead. Wana really thank the Holy Spirit for guiding me through the times when I was leading the congregration. Praise the Lord!!!!! After church, we went to Rawang (Eric's orchard) to check out on the venue for our Youth Camp which is on the 21st - 24 Aug. Really hope that many youths will come on that day, and we will continue praying for all the activities that will be held on that day and also please continue praying for the commitee members and also the counselors as we pray and plan for this Youth Camp. Had a great time at the orchard. Can't wait till camp!!!!!

Sigining off being excited!!!

Time to say Goodbye.

5 more hours till ur flight. Counting down the time of u leaving makes me difficult to make certain decisions. I wonder what will happen after 5 hours i post this up. I remembered u once told me about 'Happiness'. Where is our promised happiness? Is it all up to us to cherish and maintain the happiness that we had,because time flies and there are no regrets after that.Dont feel like typing anymore,listening to Jay's 'Where is our promised happiness?'

Signing off hoping for a miracle to happen................

U are not meant for me......

Sometimes,we thought that the person is specially made for you and you thought that things can get better between the 2 sides,but somehow there are just some things that hinders you from being togather. Voices within me tells me that Im not chosing the right path and I dont know what am I suppose to do.Images of you flickers in my mind all the time,and I will always remember and cherish our moments togather even things goes wrong and if it did not ended the way that we wanted. Am i simply thinking too much about this? Its better to think about it, because I know that , that day will eventually come one day and I will have to face it.........


*Don't feel like thinking about it,but...........*

The cutest thing ever!!!!! Thank God for HIS beautiful creation.

Well, this post is done specially for my little cousin nephew. He was born last 2 days, which was on the 28th June 2009. My cousin had really had a tough time giving birth to this little cutie,but it was indeed worth it.I went to the hospital yesterday and went and see the baby. And you know what,the baby was sleeping. I was staring out the window and I saw his eyes blinking at me. His little hands came off the blanket and it looks like he's saying 'hi' to me. How adorable right? No words can expressed out from me, cause he's tooooooo beautiful for words. Thank God for this beautiful creation of HIS and all things went well for both my cousin and the baby. As usual, I will always take photos so, I will post it up here. Let me share his cuteness with all u people...hehehe!!!!

Cute right? Look at his little hands coming out of the towel. Looks like he's saying

'Hi,Aunty Carmen!!!!' How sweet.....

Up close picture of my baby cousin nephew.......

He's not sleeping though, just not used to the light yet I guess..

Eyes open and close...hehehe. Playing peeka-boo with us. Smart baby!!!
Isn't he adorable?Owh..... =)

Welcome to the family little baby. All of us here are happy and proud of you being as part of our family and also being togather in the family of God. Can't wait to see you walk,talk,play........and lots more. Love you!!!!

Signing off......=)

To me it's meaningful.....

Today was indeed an awesome day. Wana wish Happy Father's Day to all fathers out there, and also to my spiritual Father whom I love and cherish a lot. The youth presented a song titled 'Sperti Bapa Sayang Anaknya', and it was by GOD's grace that it went out so well. Although at first it was kinda hard to really get things done, especially when the idea of the 2nd voice comes in. But, I would not be able to think of the beautiful 2nd voice if it was not by GOD's guidance. It was trully amazing and Im so proud of them. About an hour ago, I was so touched by this friend of mine when he shared of his passion and what he had done for Christ. At first it wasnt easy, but now to him its easy as ABC. When he told me that, this verse in the BIBLE came into me saying, 'Nothing is impossible for the LORD'. And it is proven,but sometimes its just human nature to give excuses and somehow we really have to pray hard in order to work in God's hands.

I was looking at this lyric to a korean song. 8eight-Empty Hearts!!! Got the english translation though,well I really kinda love korean song though so...yeah!!! Got touch by the lyrics......

If I say that I'm in pain, I'm scared that I'll really be in pain
If I say that I'm sad, I'm scared that I will shed my tears
Why don't I just laugh, just laugh, just laugh...
But people ask me why I'm crying...

Everyday I cry, I smile, cry then smile again
What's wrong with me, why do I do this repeditely?
Can't differentiate between bottles of alcohol and meals
So far in my life, I never felt pain this excruciating
Absentmindedly, I write your name over and over on a piece of paper
In a day, the paper becomes black and I finally let the pen go
I long for you, I hold on to my cellphone and let it go
my eyes are filling up with tears again, this seperation between us..

I'm without a heart, I don't have a heart
So I wouldn't be feeling pain
Everyday I talk to myself, and put myself under a spell
But even so, I keep shedding my tears

If I say that I'm in pain, I'm scared that I'll really be in pain
If I say that I'm sad, I'm scared that I will shed my tears
Why don't I just laugh, just laugh, just laugh...
But people ask me why I'm crying,
when I'm laughing like this...

After you left, I think I became a fool
I can't do, I can't do anything, so I die.
I shove myself into a corner and live
Without you there's nothing left to do
A day is too long, way too long
But what was I busy with, to make you feel so lonely,
when you wanted to go shopping, going out with my friends
was so easy, but why couldn't I do the same to you?
I always regretted being so slow,
I don't know if I'm really stupid, but I still can't let go of our bond.

I'm without a heart, I don't have a heart
Again today, I can see through your lies
My heart is in so much pain, I'm begging for your help
How can I smile in times like this?

If I say that I'm in pain, I'm scared that I'll really be in pain
If I say that I'm sad, I'm scared that I will shed my tears
Why don't I just laugh, just laugh, just laugh...
But people ask me why I'm crying,
when I'm laughing like this...

(let's smile) like couples in dramas
(let's smile) like the title of your blog
(let's smile) happy like in my past

I'm without a heart, I can't be in pain
I'm without a heart, I can't be in pain
Let's just laugh, just laugh, just laugh
Please, please let's stop crying now...


*Feel kinda down these few days....plus not enough sleep. I just feel drained up sometimes.
Signing off now....

I miss you =)

Im still up at this hour. I should be sleeping by now, but somehow something is playing in my mind that made me cant sleep. Simple things are always complicated by me and this happen all the time. Thought that I can find you there but you werent there. I was searching some quotes online and I found this........

If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden.
~by Claudia Ghandi....

I dropped a tear in the ocean. The day you find it is the day I will stop missing you. ~Author Unknown

I found this meaningful and it strikes me when I read about it. A friend called me yesterday,and something unexpected happen. You are indeed a joy to my life...=)


~signing off now~

Random post -.-!!!

Well, somehow I jus felt like blogging and well update this blog of mine which I can see dust on it,lol. Im currently listening to 'Beautiful Saviour' by Planet Shakers. The lyrics to this song is really meaningful and somehow I am just listening to it over and over again like I always do when Im in love with the song.Hmmm.....,Father's Day is this Sunday though!!! Reminds me of my spiritual Father and Heavenly Father.Many things happen in this 20 years of mine.Ooppsss!!! Im revealing my age now.Aiya, no big deal!! The youths will be presenting this song called 'Seperti Bapa Sayang Anaknya' this song during offertory to the dads in the church.As I think back to time and think of all those things that I had gone through, its was real hard but I believe that I have the courage in me to handle all those challenges out there.

This month I broke my record of having Japanese buffet for the 3 times in a month. Sounds crazy right? I had my first one , which is on the 11th June (Mom's bd) in Jogoya, then the following week we went there again cause we are now VIP of JOGOYA. So , we wanted to check out the VIP food selection there. And then, yesterday I went to TENJI.....Argh!!!! So, enough of buffet this month. Thinking about it makes me sick le.....

Time really flies........Its been a year already that I have start teaching piano. Wow!!!!! Really must remember this le. I still remember that I was first struggling when I started with it. Cause I dont even know how to teach, but up to this point Im having students that are sitting for their examination(ABRSM)....All glory and praises goes to GOD who is our Almighty God in Heaven!!



Signing off now for 2day.

3 DAYS 2 NIGHTS.....

DAY 1 :

22nd-24th May 09 was the day this reunion started off. It all startedf of when Wen Shan and I had this plan of doing a reunion a couple of months back which im not sure when. So somehow, thanks to facebook we managed to plan out our reunion there and we had in Malacca. We thought at first of doing and having it in Singapore cause some of them are there studying. But majority wanted Malacca, so it was Malacca then.

Started of journey from home to KL Sentral, met Dante there and then set off to Seremban via KTM to Seremban to meet Wen Shan there. It took us about 1 hour 30 minutes to reach Seremban.Well, its KTM of cause it was damn slow!!! Urgh, hate KTM....
Oh,reach Seremban at about 1pm and called Wen Shan. Told him our location and came. Crossing the road was creepy and nearly ended killing ourself. The road was freaking wide,it was like 3 times broad of KL road. Yah!!...But, nothing happen if not i wont be able to type this now right? aha!! Had beef noodle in Seremban. hey have sesame and peanuts in them....YUM YUM!!
I ordered small potion and the guys medium portion and large. Then, met Wen Shan's mum, she got us 'siu pau'.We had a fun conversation togather and later then we set off to our journey to Malacca.The drive was pretty awesome la, to be honest. Thanks to our driver, Wen Shan......ZZzzzzzz!!!!

We took the Simpang Empat junction and it cut off straight to Malacca.On ce we got through the toll and took the 9 o'clock turn at the round about, we realized the damn there were so many amount of traffic lights there.And there were all red!!!! We had to break and go , breack and go for so many times. And the problem is, the distance from the previous traffic light to the next traffic light is like super close. Dont understand why they need to implement so many traffic lights there. During the journey, we got lost a bit. I remembered that we passed the same place for like 2-3 times. It was pretty frustrating cause we din even know where we were and which direction is which to get to Matt's house.But, we managed to pull of and found his place. Matt wasnt home yet, so we dropped by at Rach's place. There her dog was wagging her tail at us. Wen Shan named the dog 'Carmen' and somehow I dont know why but the god responded.ARGH!! And when i called it 'Wen Shan' it did not really responded.How unfair!!!!
We reached Malacca approximately 3+pm.Really tired and hot though!! So we lepak at Rach's place while waiting for the others to arrived. Dora then came at 7pm+ and the Matt and Fred about 8pm+ i think. Then, we all set off to get Mark at Malacca Sentral. We then went to dinner at Windmill.We had vouchers so we had some portion free. After dinner, we went to several places like the field on DP, Jonker,etc. We wanted to take the revovling tower but it closed up by the time we got there.Matt also brought us to this bridge and told us a little about this killer bridge.We managed to a couple of things and later then we headed back home. It was about 12 plus i guess.We managed to sleep at 3am. Matt said to get up at 10am though, but the girls were up early.

DAY 2 :

The girls went and wake the guys up. They really can sleep lor, i tell you.Hehe!! But all of them were awake later around 10 minutes later. Of course there were complaints la,but they ended up waking up though.lolx!! We had dim sum for breakfast and then we went and pick up Hui Lee at MMU. Missed her so much, wished that she can join in during the 1st day, but she had some papers to sit so she only joined in the 2nd day. We went to get here in MMU and then we set off to Matt's house for late lunch. We had homemade nasi lemak. Awesome....yum yum.Eat again!! After eating we went to one of the rooms to cool off. We need cool air as it was superb hot.Talk....sleep...talk...had a short nap. Matt's car got flat tyres though so he went with the guys to change em. Later then, we had dinner at this fine dinning chinese restaurant. I forgot how to spell the restaurant name. I think it is Bao Zhen, dont know la! Nice food at the great price. They had awesome lighting too. We then went and watch movie...STARTREK!!!! Damn nice,some of them rewatch it, but they din mind cz it was worth watching. I wont mind watching again too. Very nice movie.Movie ended around 12am.Headed home after that.

We sat down as a group and talk until 2am. Somehow during that period, time really runs by fast. And there were so many mosquito bites.Mark!!!! Then, the guys walked the girls back to Rach's place.Dogs were barking cause they saw strangers walking at their neighbourhood.When we reached Rach's place, we somehow organized our 2nd reunion in KL on June. Since most of us are here in KL though.

Day 3 :

Got up at 7am+ ,then slept back again.Church service was at 10:15am so we got ready and went over to Matt's plavce at 9:15am and we had our breakfast.Went to church then, we had a singing preacher on that day.After church service we went and had lunch at Matt's mom's friend's place. Oh, that was long.lolx....we had pan mee malaccan's way. Pretty nice,they had it in their way and it turns out nice.After lunch , we headed back to Matt's place and all went flat sleeping except for Fred and Rachel.Quite tired la i would say.Everyone managed to get a good rest and we were also waiting for Matt to finish off his practise in Ayer Keroh.When he got back here, it was already 7pm+. Then we were quite worried about the timing already cause if we leave by 9pm we will prob reach KL 11pm+ and by then the train station will then by closed and there were many of us though. So we had a plan B which was Wen Shan go back to Seremban and get his things and then nead down to KL immediately. Matt also head down to KL with Dora and Mark in it. We click to that plan and we managed to pull off with it. Separation moment has come and it was a very sad thing. Cant believe that it has ended that fast withough even realizing it. Haihz!!!
The journey back home was pretty awesome la...nice ride.So we headed to Seremban, Wen Shan went and grab his stuff and then we went straight down to KL. But there was a little changes in plan. Matt managed to drop Dora off at Tun Sambathan, but he din know how to get to Mark's place. That was so funny and daring of him to that. It was like 12am+ and he doesnt even know his way.Funny la!! So we went and get Mark.We managed to find his place but then we went sesat. Cant find our way to Jalan Tun Razak. KL people sesat in KL.Later after some turns, we managed to find our way out and then we head to Setapak to drop off Fred. Then Dante and the lastly me. Mum called when we were at seremban and she thought that Wen Shan drives slow so she thought that we would arrived Ampang at 2am. Funny la...But I managed to get home 1am+.Weeeee....home sweet home!!!

We managed to chamwhore but the pictures arent with me. XD!!!

-Just feel like expressing-

Somehow, I miss the 'so poh' in Club Med so much. Haihz!!!! She must be happy when she sees this because I finally admit that I misses her. These few days I felt very warm when I am in his presence. He did something unexpectedly and somehow I feel warm about it. These few days had been pratising for Family Worship with the youth ( Sarah, Alicia, Taryn, Becky,Eric,Ivan and William). Saturday was indeed a long day but it was worth it. REALLY!!!!!! I dont know why but all the little things that he does sparks me up unconditionally. Hmm.......

Up coming event : Cant wait for JS reunion.22th-24th May in Malacca.

Ciao..................

Annoucement of Results for DH27!!!!!! The moment of truth has come...

28th March 2009 , a date that I will always remember in my life. A very important day in my life and I will never forget this, never. What is so special about this day? It is the announce of result of my Diploma in Hotel Management. I was not the only one that was long to heat the results but also the entire batch DH27. Even our lecturers were eager to hear about their students achivement.

I was early to college that day. We were supposed to be at college at 10am and I was early there. Met Ee Von and ate breakfast togather. Somehow, I dont feel so good as well, I was very nervous and I want to know my results asap. We were at the chinese shop there, and then came Jay, Bryan, Ryan, Jeff and Faiz. Later on, we head down to the Multi Purpose Hall where the ceremony will be held. Everyone gathered at the hall and waited patiently for the announcement of results.


It went by BTH F&B and then only BTH RD which . WHhen the F&B students got their results, it was my turn. All the RD students were lining up and waiting anxiously to get our resluts. I was there with Ee Von and Nana,that moment when i was standing there waiting for my name to be called was a horrifying moment. Tere were actaully 4 category and they start off with thte lowest vategory. Everyone hope that their name wont be called because everyone is aiming for the highest mention which is Very Honourable Pass with Congratulations From Jury. It was like everyone's dream to get that. I still can remember everyone shouting and screaming when their names were not called when the category was skipped. The 3rd category has passed, my heart was still pounding and I was trembling because is either 2nd mention or 1st mention. I was nervous and scared , for I wana get 1st mention, But, i dare not put too much hope on it and just eagerly waited for my name to be called. When the moment that the Director Of Taylor's announce "The candidates that got Very Honourable Pass with Congratulations From Jury" aka First Class Honours, I jumped and hugged Ee Von. I was so happy that tears nearly came our from me. I cant believe it, that i managed to get such results and I really thank GOD for it. When my name was called, I went up and claimed my certificate and went back to my sits. When I was at my sit, I still cant believe that I got 1st mention. I looked at my cert and tear flow down my eyes. It was one of the happiness moment of my life.

My besty Ee Von....Im so proud of her!!!!! Too happy for words.

Pose with our certificates.Of course must pose la, first mention leh!!!

Not to forget, the 3 Pu tain....

It will be hard for the 3 of use to take pictures again.....sob sob!!

Xi Wern (Worm x2) and Moi lol.....If she sees this, im dead

Ryan and me. Honestly, Im so proud of him.Eh, dont kembang ah you.





Su Fen got the Top Student Award for our batch. OMG!!!!




Yong Jay and moi. I just went on grabing ppl to chamwhore. Way to go Yong Jay!!!



Yvonne and moi posing 2gather for the last time. We are going on our separate ways....




Mei Hwei....gona miss u so so so much!!!!




Theng Theng....Double T!!!!!



The biggest and craziest Mirriam Yeung's fan ever I met in my life.....



Diny, Ee Von and me......Enjoying our punch!!!

Julie, Ee Von, me and Lei Ting.

My beloved lecturers that have thought me for 6 terms. Ms Ruth and Ms Charmaine.Im so gona miss them, as well as all my lessons with them.

Mr Tay Boon our Course Leader and also an excellent F&B lecturer.....

Im finally done with this......Argh!!!!! Actually, there is more to be said, but I think that's enough for now.I gona miss everyone in college and I wish you guys all the best in the future.

P.S Ee Von, happy now?I finally upload all those pics up an also update my blog.........