The cutest thing ever!!!!! Thank God for HIS beautiful creation.

Well, this post is done specially for my little cousin nephew. He was born last 2 days, which was on the 28th June 2009. My cousin had really had a tough time giving birth to this little cutie,but it was indeed worth it.I went to the hospital yesterday and went and see the baby. And you know what,the baby was sleeping. I was staring out the window and I saw his eyes blinking at me. His little hands came off the blanket and it looks like he's saying 'hi' to me. How adorable right? No words can expressed out from me, cause he's tooooooo beautiful for words. Thank God for this beautiful creation of HIS and all things went well for both my cousin and the baby. As usual, I will always take photos so, I will post it up here. Let me share his cuteness with all u people...hehehe!!!!

Cute right? Look at his little hands coming out of the towel. Looks like he's saying

'Hi,Aunty Carmen!!!!' How sweet.....

Up close picture of my baby cousin nephew.......

He's not sleeping though, just not used to the light yet I guess..

Eyes open and close...hehehe. Playing peeka-boo with us. Smart baby!!!
Isn't he adorable?Owh..... =)

Welcome to the family little baby. All of us here are happy and proud of you being as part of our family and also being togather in the family of God. Can't wait to see you walk,talk,play........and lots more. Love you!!!!

Signing off......=)

To me it's meaningful.....

Today was indeed an awesome day. Wana wish Happy Father's Day to all fathers out there, and also to my spiritual Father whom I love and cherish a lot. The youth presented a song titled 'Sperti Bapa Sayang Anaknya', and it was by GOD's grace that it went out so well. Although at first it was kinda hard to really get things done, especially when the idea of the 2nd voice comes in. But, I would not be able to think of the beautiful 2nd voice if it was not by GOD's guidance. It was trully amazing and Im so proud of them. About an hour ago, I was so touched by this friend of mine when he shared of his passion and what he had done for Christ. At first it wasnt easy, but now to him its easy as ABC. When he told me that, this verse in the BIBLE came into me saying, 'Nothing is impossible for the LORD'. And it is proven,but sometimes its just human nature to give excuses and somehow we really have to pray hard in order to work in God's hands.

I was looking at this lyric to a korean song. 8eight-Empty Hearts!!! Got the english translation though,well I really kinda love korean song though so...yeah!!! Got touch by the lyrics......

If I say that I'm in pain, I'm scared that I'll really be in pain
If I say that I'm sad, I'm scared that I will shed my tears
Why don't I just laugh, just laugh, just laugh...
But people ask me why I'm crying...

Everyday I cry, I smile, cry then smile again
What's wrong with me, why do I do this repeditely?
Can't differentiate between bottles of alcohol and meals
So far in my life, I never felt pain this excruciating
Absentmindedly, I write your name over and over on a piece of paper
In a day, the paper becomes black and I finally let the pen go
I long for you, I hold on to my cellphone and let it go
my eyes are filling up with tears again, this seperation between us..

I'm without a heart, I don't have a heart
So I wouldn't be feeling pain
Everyday I talk to myself, and put myself under a spell
But even so, I keep shedding my tears

If I say that I'm in pain, I'm scared that I'll really be in pain
If I say that I'm sad, I'm scared that I will shed my tears
Why don't I just laugh, just laugh, just laugh...
But people ask me why I'm crying,
when I'm laughing like this...

After you left, I think I became a fool
I can't do, I can't do anything, so I die.
I shove myself into a corner and live
Without you there's nothing left to do
A day is too long, way too long
But what was I busy with, to make you feel so lonely,
when you wanted to go shopping, going out with my friends
was so easy, but why couldn't I do the same to you?
I always regretted being so slow,
I don't know if I'm really stupid, but I still can't let go of our bond.

I'm without a heart, I don't have a heart
Again today, I can see through your lies
My heart is in so much pain, I'm begging for your help
How can I smile in times like this?

If I say that I'm in pain, I'm scared that I'll really be in pain
If I say that I'm sad, I'm scared that I will shed my tears
Why don't I just laugh, just laugh, just laugh...
But people ask me why I'm crying,
when I'm laughing like this...

(let's smile) like couples in dramas
(let's smile) like the title of your blog
(let's smile) happy like in my past

I'm without a heart, I can't be in pain
I'm without a heart, I can't be in pain
Let's just laugh, just laugh, just laugh
Please, please let's stop crying now...


*Feel kinda down these few days....plus not enough sleep. I just feel drained up sometimes.
Signing off now....

I miss you =)

Im still up at this hour. I should be sleeping by now, but somehow something is playing in my mind that made me cant sleep. Simple things are always complicated by me and this happen all the time. Thought that I can find you there but you werent there. I was searching some quotes online and I found this........

If I had a single flower for every time I think about you, I could walk forever in my garden.
~by Claudia Ghandi....

I dropped a tear in the ocean. The day you find it is the day I will stop missing you. ~Author Unknown

I found this meaningful and it strikes me when I read about it. A friend called me yesterday,and something unexpected happen. You are indeed a joy to my life...=)


~signing off now~

Random post -.-!!!

Well, somehow I jus felt like blogging and well update this blog of mine which I can see dust on it,lol. Im currently listening to 'Beautiful Saviour' by Planet Shakers. The lyrics to this song is really meaningful and somehow I am just listening to it over and over again like I always do when Im in love with the song.Hmmm.....,Father's Day is this Sunday though!!! Reminds me of my spiritual Father and Heavenly Father.Many things happen in this 20 years of mine.Ooppsss!!! Im revealing my age now.Aiya, no big deal!! The youths will be presenting this song called 'Seperti Bapa Sayang Anaknya' this song during offertory to the dads in the church.As I think back to time and think of all those things that I had gone through, its was real hard but I believe that I have the courage in me to handle all those challenges out there.

This month I broke my record of having Japanese buffet for the 3 times in a month. Sounds crazy right? I had my first one , which is on the 11th June (Mom's bd) in Jogoya, then the following week we went there again cause we are now VIP of JOGOYA. So , we wanted to check out the VIP food selection there. And then, yesterday I went to TENJI.....Argh!!!! So, enough of buffet this month. Thinking about it makes me sick le.....

Time really flies........Its been a year already that I have start teaching piano. Wow!!!!! Really must remember this le. I still remember that I was first struggling when I started with it. Cause I dont even know how to teach, but up to this point Im having students that are sitting for their examination(ABRSM)....All glory and praises goes to GOD who is our Almighty God in Heaven!!



Signing off now for 2day.